From the Dreams…
I awoke this morning from a dream that was this: Throughout the night I was in this dream, even after waking and then going back to sleep I was brought back to this particular theme or teaching. I was told all things resonate, vibrate. People with each other, with situations, sickness, poverty, war, peace, safety, with everything! And to relax our minds (I suppose letting go?) and the answers would be right there. While in this, I was doing many things but I do not remember what it was. I only recall the teaching, and throughout the day my body felt very sensitive, as well as my emotions and psyche. I felt I was worked on or worked on something all night, tired and overworked would say it right.
While I lay there trying to understand what it was I experienced, I began to cry. I felt that something beautiful, powerful, singular was touched and the remnants of it touched me and I felt honored to behold it. Later in the day I was saying a blessing over my meal, I was reminded of the feeling and exposure of the night before, I once again began to cry.
This dream is after a journey I took the night before with my spirit guides to “a void”. Where once inside this void (total complete, absolute darkness) a dance was taking place around a fire.
As this dance progressed, the participants began to shapeshift, one became a bird, another became a powerful animal of unknown origin, and then I shapshifted into a wolf. I could see the detailed change take place from human form to animal form. When I returned to the entrance to this void, I was listening to “their” chanting and it lulled me off into another place, although I was aware of where I was physically and could here ambient sounds, I was still somewhere else. In this “somewhere else” I was exposed to a truth that I understood there. The feeling that it already occurred was on mind and heart, yet returning to ordinary reality I could not remember what it was, nor the truth; just the feeling and power “it” impressed upon me, a lot to undertake in two days. I begin to understand that in this void I can create, and manifest in this reality things produced there.
I am now lead to visit another shaman to help me in my personal journey, to heal things of myself that I cannot see on my own. A soul retrieval or extraction if you will, there is something in me that holds back my confidence in what Spirit has called me to do. Until this is dealt with, it becomes a stumbling block and must be integrated within me or cast out.
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